"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
Because it took us 4 years with many doctors, treatments and procedures involved, to become pregnant with David when he was 8 months old we began fertility treatments again. We knew we wanted more than one child, we are both close to our siblings, and we wanted that for David as well.
To every ones great surprise, after only 7 months of treatment, Angie was pregnant with our second child. This baby was due the week of David's birthday. So, our babies would be exactly two years apart.
After 10 weeks Angie lost our baby.
This happened again and again.
It was a time of prayer and patience. We knew God had a plan and we had faith that he knew the desires of our heart. During the next 12 months Angie was pregnant for 33 weeks with no baby in our arms. God drew us closer to Him and closer to each other.
After the loss of our 4th baby Angie found herself pregnant with our 5th baby just two weeks later.
Again, we were surprised and thankful. This baby, our 5th baby, is also due the week of David's birthday. There have been complications with this baby as well, but God has taken care of us and this newest blessing. We are planning for a full term pregnancy! David will turn 3 on May 22nd and this baby is due to arrive on May 24th.
So, as we finish up Angie's 14th week of pregnancy with our 5th baby we are thrilled, grateful, and amazed at what joy we have been given.
There has been brokenness and hurt along the way. However, we know that God took our babies because He could take their hurt away. They would have had to endure suffering on Earth and one day we will meet them. For now we will remember those babies in our hearts and rejoice for the babies we have!
We are also hopeful that after spending the last year in a first trimester Angie will soon be feeling like herself again. During the past year Angie has had weeks where she did not feel well; David took great care of his Mommy!
Thankful for all that we have been given!
"Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever." 1 Chronicles 16:34