
Tonight we attended the Christmas Eve service just as we have the past 8 Christmas', but this year was different. For years now every Christmas we have studied the babies at church on Christmas Eve and would think that next year we would too have a baby on Christmas. This happened for 4 Christmas' in a row. Well, this year of course we have David and are so blessed, but it made Christmas Eve different for several reasons.
One, it made me stop and reflect on my own husband and the faith that he had when I did not. He would continue to remind me that I needed to reflect on this: " Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4. God knew we longed for a baby, but he also knew the perfect time to give us David.
Tonight this reminded me of the faith the Mary and Joseph must have had as they were given the Savior of the World. Now that we are parents and feel such pressure to make sure that David is cared for in every way, we can't imagine the pressure that fell on Mary and Joseph. They were an unwed couple expecting a baby. Joseph had to trust that Mary was telling him the truth. Mary had to trust that she was to deliver the Savior in something as dirty as a stable.
Two, I had to reflect on what was sitting in my lap tonight, David, jumping to the music and listening to the message, oh yes we have something to celebrate. All of those years I was not focused on the right things during those Christmas Eve messages. Even though I did not have a baby I had a Savior, that died for me. Regardless if I have David or not I have and had something to celebrate - The Savior of the World.
So, those of you that have suffered this year through the loss of a spouse, parent, child, job, or if you are like us longing for a little one remember that there is something to celebrate.

"Suddenly and Angel of the Lord appeared among them, and the radiance of the Lord's glory surrounded them. They were terrified, but the Angel assured them. 'Don't be afraid' he said 'I bring great joy to all of the people. The Savior, yes the Messiah, the Lord - has been born today in Bethlehem - the City of David. You will recognize him by this sign: You will find a baby wrapped in strips of cloth lying in a manger." Luke 2: 9-12

We wish you all a Merry Christmas!